It started out in June. Actually at that month, I have plan to spend my vacation time with my family to West Europe. I was really really excited about this. I even have already got the visa to go there. But then God has another plan for me. The vacation timr should be thwarted and I have to replaced it by spending my vacation time to stay in hospital.

Awalnya aku menemukan beberapa luka lebam biru seperti abis kepentok sesuatu di beberapa bagian tubuhku. Pertamanya aku kira itu hanya tanda-tanda orang yang kecapekan saja. Tapi lama lama luka lebam itu semakin parah. berawal dari titik kecil lalu lama-lama berubah menjadi luka lebam yang besar. Then I thought this is something that I have to worry about.

Then I asked my parents to take me to some clinic and do some blood tests. The result? Bad. The number of my leukocyte is about 100 (it should be 5-10) and the platelets is about 11 (it should be 150 and ABOVE) But it was oddly enough, because at that time I feel fine. Like really fine. I don;t feel there is something wrong in my body. I even still can drive a car focusly on the previous day.

Then my parents took me to RSPI and I spent about 4 days there. The hospital intoduce me to a reliable hematologist named dr. Ronal Hukom and then he sent me to Dharmais Cancer Hospital to take a bone narrow test  at the 3rd day. He said if the the result was okay, I could be able to fly to Europe. But unfortunately, when the result was out he said there are some blast in my blood that have to be cured by chemotherapy and stuffs.

And the story goes on….